someone who is unable to meet on next time.....

Received msg from mun yee at 7.34pm last night, read msg by 8.00pm. The content of the msg was

"Salam semua. Al fatihah untuk allahyarham prof senin b. hassan. Ketua Jabatan Fizik. Tlg sebarkan pada semua - pn. hazmin."

Wandering what's the meaning of the content, but my sense tell me that something bad happened to him. So, asked yen to read the msg and try to understand it. Both also guess the same thing, either something bad happened or ask us to pray for him. Checked internet to find out the meaning, the result of searching was something bad too, but still not confirm about the meaning of the msg. Got the real answer when rainie is back to home. What a unpredictable incident, although we knew that his in ward so oftenly and got health prob.

Yesterday night was planned to celebrate angeline's birthday. Since it's planned aledi, so we have to go as we promised aledi. Changed to long pants just in case have to rush to hospital to give last respect to prof.

The feeling is so heavy although celebrating birthday should be in the happy mood, at least. Kept thinking back all those memory with prof in the way go for secret recipe to have dinner together as a celebration to angeline's birthday. Tears drop uncontrolable.....

Tried to control my feeling as i duwan to spoil the environment of celebration. Everyone is understanding and no one mentioned about that matter when we reached. Although heart is feeling sad, but i think everyone is trying to pose a happy face just to make the environment not getting worst.

Enjoyed the dinner, but actually really do not have the appetite to eat the food and cake. At last got mentioned about prof. senin also. Just a brief chatting about his news.

Reached home and discussed with rainie whether got any updated news from the coursemates. The malays said will go to his house and his funeral on tmr, 9.45am, finally got the chance to see prof for the very last time.

Before go to bed, really think a lot about prof. senin. The last time i msg prof. was 04 Nov 08. I msg him.....

" Hi, prof. Will prof. be at campus tmr?"

He replied,

"I now in ward.... * missing words-cannot remember*"

My replied,

"Oh... Hope prof. will recover soon.... Will look for prof. next time"

He replied,

"Ok."

There is no next time anymore.

And the last time i met prof. was 30 oct 08. I msg prod. before i go to meet prof. He didn't replied my msg, then i called prof. Prof. said he will be around in campus by the time we reached the campus. Never tot that day was the last time to see prof ..... He asked me to buy a bottle of mineral water to him, cause he have to take medicine. I didn't feel anything, cause it's normal for an old man to have medicine. That day, he gave me a mandarin orange too.... And the mandarin orange was eaten by me, san san and yen. Mandarin orange-the last food he gave to me. That day, he told me about the essay will be come out in final paper too..... He tried to ask yen lin go out first, just to tell me the topic of the essay. This is not the first time he told me about the hint of the test. That day, received his call too. Cause he only received my msg after i met him, he tot i need him to fetch me home, because i told him that i have to ask ppl to fetch me go to campus, i got transport problem. I think seldom got lecturer will call the student just by receiving the msg or missed call.....

I think he trusted me a lot. I'm helped him to do the test 2 for our subject, find out the answers of the questions too. He let me know 100% about the content of the test, allowed me to save a copy when i finished typing the paper, but i rejected it,i don't think that i need to do so cause i can remember the questions. By the way how he treat me, i believed that i am something different from other students.

That's y i really feel so sad when i knew he is passed away.

Sad - because he is one of the lecturer who teach me this semester.

Sad - because he is my head of physical sciences department.

Sad - because he is my supervior of final year project.

Sad - because he really treat me so good.

This is very very very very the sad.

Attended his funeral today. Reached his house at 10 something, but at that time, they want to send his body to another place aledi. So, we rushed back to car and follow them go to the place. Tears drop uncontrolable again.

Reached the place. Tried so hard to control the tears, but it's still drop without my notice. Told by yee chuan that malay do not like to see ppl crying..... That time really tried very hard to control the tears. Had enough determination that i promised no tears will be drop once i step in the place to bury his body. Watched them bury his body and pray. Saw some of the ppl have tears in their eyes- including dr. ikmar.

Went to campus after attending the funeral, cause got something have to deal with the final year project. Met En. Ghapur, discussed about our supervisor and the final year project. Will be supervised by him for the short while..... We all felt sad too when touching the topic related to prof.

Rainie and i chat about prof. senin while waiting for san san and yen lin to draw money from bank. Rainie said the thing that she remembered the most about prof. senin was during our last lecture. She asked who will be the one who marking our final paper. Prof. said will be him, but he did prepared the answers just in case he cannot mark the paper. Now this really came true, he really knot mark our paper by himself and also go to the hall to see us sitting for his paper on 11 Nov 08. 2 days to go, i will try my best to score in this paper.....

I still want him to be my supervisor, although he didn't helped much in my project. But he will helped me to call ppl once i need help and helped me check the spelling and gramma of my proposal.

I still want to see him once again, although he is always smiling like 40k look, it's much better campared that now knot see him anymore.

I still remember he purposely went to the office just to say hi to me, switch off the air-cond just because of i got running nose, able to remember my name and always called out my name at first.

I want him to sign in my thesis and congratulate me during my convocation on next year. I want him to teach us on next semester too.

I still hope to see prof. once again, i still hope to listen to his voice, i do not want the last word i got from him was just "OK".

Prof always said to me, " Bee Kee, you kan pandai, boleh buat, kan?". Ya, i can do it. I will put 100% effort in my final year project. With your blessing and encouragement, i will try my best to complete my final year project. Promised!

May Prof. Senin b. Hassan rest in peace.

-blueberry of the post-

-appreciated everyone which is surrounding around you, you would not know what will happen in the next second-

tagged by angeline

Oppss..... Read angeline's blog few days ago, rupa-rupanya i kena tagged by her wor..... keke.....

Rules :

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back!!

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I like snoopy and its related product so much..... So, everyone if found out something which is so special about snoopy, pls tell me ya.....

Usually i only need 5 - 7 minutes time to [go toilet-brush teeth-change cloth-comb hair-pack things-get something to eat for breakfast] before go for morning class..... Geng leh????? keke..... might change this habit when the situation not allow me to do so aledi.

I do not take bath most of the time before i going out to somewhere..... I think this is a bad habit gua, since everyone beside me also always take bath before going out one..... keke..... maybe i think myself is too clean aledi, but i think should be ok la, lazy ppl..... might change this bad habit too..... soon.....

I like to play minesweeper..... i'll play this game everytime i'm sitting in front of the comp, kinda expert oso..... keke.....

I like to cut my hair and also ppl's hair..... my hands feel so itchy when i see got curly hair or split hair, so i'll cut it off, although it is not the best solution to cure the problem la.....

I always dare to accept the challenges..... It must within the range that i can accepted la..... most of the time i will take the challenge. So, pls do not dare me, k!!!!!

I hate flying cockroaches too..... It is too horrible..... Got one time the flying cockroaches nyaris fly into my mouth.... sh*t!

I always cry since small until now, but now is better aledi..... i knew it's annoying to see ppl cry, but i reli knot control it.....

It's hard for me to hide my feeling when i'm unhappy or angry..... i'll keep quiet and stay alone to avoid myself to say something which can hurt ppl's feeling, coz i know i would not say something nice when i'm angry. But if the person keep on approaching me, then sorry la, you'll get it!!!!!

When something emergency happens during driving, i always scream first than take action by using my hands or legs to control the car..... so, there are always so many sound effects created by me during my driving, no need to worry de, i think my driving quite safe.

It takes some time for me to answer call and reply pp's msg..... I got the habit like to reply msg when i'm free, although actually i'm not that busy oso la, this habit make me kena marah by many ppl aledi, need to take some time to change this habit.

My handphone is always in silent mode..... Seldom can hear my phone ringing, unless it is the alarm..... keke.....

I am so lazy to contact with people..... i think i'm reli that lazy one.....

I do not like to eat alone..... i think most of the ppl oso dun like to eat alone, rite? the feeling is so bad!!!!!

I like to shopping alone..... no need to bother other ppl, just walk every directions that u wish n there is so much of freedom!!!!!

I'm tagging:

- s0hp0h -

- carine -

- xian boon -

- joseph -

- sang chee -

- jit ming -

- lup kee -

- jason -

- clement -

- rainie yap -

-blueberry of the post-

-N/A-

kuantan trip

Keke..... actually should write this blog about one and half month ago. But i'm reli "so busy" with other things, so now only write this blog - one day trip to kuantan!

Why went to kuantan leh? Actually this one reli not in our plan de, we syok syok want to go one..... My housemate wanna meeting at UMP, she go alone nia, so she ma ajak-ajak us go together la, dunno why and how, we reli go together with her de..... haha..... Here's the story begin.....

the driver said like this got luar negara feel wor~~~ got mo?


the petronas plant at kertih - nice!!!!! can see fire comes out one.....




she is introducing the parking system at kemaman

-press ur parking lot no,, then put in the coin-

the famous coffee shop at kemaman, just at the corner nia!

our breakfast - forgot the name of the drink liao.....

but the top one is small buns and hai peng milo,

the hai peng milo taste like milo plus the hai peng coffee, not bad!!

But this shop is not environmental friendly, they use a lot plastic products..... keke.....

if there is a KFC, sure got McD one!!!! Same thing at the beach side.

beach at kuantan - this time forgot to write TVXQ.....



small kid are happy playing in the playground





me and san san


- happy home -



little monkey on the rock




lunch - sushi restaurant in Berjaya Megamall, Kuantan
the sushi in this restaurant is giant compared to others
the sifu make the sushi according to his mood one,
some sushi might not be found in the menu one!


sifu, dun see pretty gal ya, must concentrate in ur work!!



as usual ~ cheers ~



eat, Eat and EAT.....



tada~ we ate that much!!!!!




the cinema - gsc one ~counter selling snacks and popcorn~



the main entrance to the cinema hall, got 5 hall nia.....

we are in hall 2, watch "strangers" - the movie is reli so so so so STRANGE!!

after dinner, back to kt at 10 something. Tracked in traffic jam at the kuantan town.

Reached home around 2a.m. Reli so tired, although i no need to drive, but the journey it's reli so tiring de.... Thanks to rainie and san san who become the drivers - GENG -!!!!! And also yen lin, who make this trip really a success.

* one thing not good nia, camera drop at the beach side, lens knot open liao..... sob sob, sad case!!!!!


-blueberry of the post-

-not everything sure will work if according to plan, sometimes something works smoothly without any planning-

photo section July 08/09

It's photo section AGAIN..... Ya, it's again de, last semester already got one time, but nevermind la, just take picture once again, since last time not everyone oso got go.....(this time oso not enough ppl de, sigh...) This time is 1st year until 3nd year students, but we not take picture all together, take according to batch de.....

Here are some of the pictures taken during the photo section.....

likes this pic de..... so beautiful. - siaw gek n san san-

the group - rainie, shih-quan, dwight, dixon

3rd year chinese n malay girls - nice!!!!!

ke nian worms - 2nd year chinese, the only 4.....

1st year chinese boys - kinda naughty

1st year chinese gals - kinda good gals

1st year group pic

with 1st year gals

1st, 2nd and 3rd year chinese - reli likes group pic so much!!!!!

Reli hope so much that each and everyone of 3rd year students will be there for photo section on next time. Although there are a little problem exist among us, but i do reli hope that u guys can always be happy, have the big smile just like in the picture....

-blueberry of the post-

-there will always be a place for you in my memory, as long as you still remember me-

mooncake festival 2008

Uhu~~~~ Celebrated mooncake festival with coursemates n juniors again, although this year majority of the seniors were unable to come la...... Nvm, had fun at last oso. This time was 1st year juniors' turn to organize an activity for the seniors. So, they make a BBQ at the beach. The environment not bad oso la, first time celebrate mooncake festival and BBQ at beach, but then got a bit dark la, knot see the food clearly and dunno which juniors talking to me de, kinda blur, haha........

BBQ ma, of coz got chicken wings!!!!

Oh~~~ BBQ or burn something oh? so smoky......

yummy~~~ delicious chicken wings by ken sheng!!!

mooncake festival - sure got tanglung one!!!!

group pic

The BBQ end at 10 something. Then went back to our place and continue celebrating mooncake festival. Went to other houses to 38 and play around. Then, end up at my house to play candles and play small fire..... keke....... Quite tired, but enjoyed celebrating with everyone at kt. This is my last year celebrate mooncake festival at kt la.....

Left my hp in the car, when i checked my hp, that time only realized mum called me for sixth times. Quickly call back my mum and chit chat for few minutes. She told me that only left her, grandma and my little bro at home. So, the environment is not that meriah as last time, when 4 of us play candles and tanglung together with other children. Mum, next year onwards i will stay at home and celebrate mooncake festival with u de..... hehe.... Happy mooncake festival ya.....

-blueberry of the post-

-The best way to celebrate a festival is to celebrate it together with anyone around you-

semester break

My one week of sem break had just over, 1 week ago la...... went back to study at mid of july, but then got sem break at mid of august, quite nice de..... Checked my acedemic calendar aledi, got one week of holiday for each of the month,. I think this sem is quite fast to end one, but then sure always rushing for assignment one, coz holiday is reli holiday for me. keke.....

Study at Terengganu for 2 years aledi, finally got the chance to go pulau-pulau during this sem break. This year reli went to sea side many times - Pulau Langkawi, Pulau Pangkor, Port Dickson, then now redang. This is a trip which we din plan and organize at early time de, saja-saja say want to go, then reli can go this time..... keke..... So, 7ppl (2guys + 5 gals) went to redang for 3days2night.

Group pic at the jetty

Then we took small boat to Redang Bay, one of the resort at Pulau Redang la. There are only 3 pairs of couples together with us (7 ppl) taking the boat. So, u guys can imagine how BIG is the boat, just a normal size la. Let's go!!!!

me, yen and jiun

ernest and angeline

ken sheng and mun yee

eating dragon ball, first time eat satu biji, somemore eating at the boat

the dragon ball is so nice de......

Reached redang quite early de, about 10 something. Had briefing from the staff of Redang Bay. One day got 4 meals de, then i only remembered one thing that she said, which is "dun lost anything, cause you have to pay for every lost item (like key, life jacket, mask..... ma fan!). The room not bad la, everyone got one bed. Air-cond and water heater oso provided. Since it quite early and lunch hour haven't reach yet, so we play net big two in the room and had some junk food. After playing until sien-sien jor, we started the pillow war... haha.... the 2 guys reli geng lorr, although gals is majority la, but we r still lose. Coz the guys got their own technique and weapon to fight in the pillow war. Reli tired and lost lot of energy after the pillow war de. Had first time of snorkeling after lunch.

ying", rite??? keke.....

in the boat again - goin to snorkeling place (kampung lama)

jiun and me

For safety purpose, everyone should have partner for snorkeling. So, tot wanna snorkeling together with jiun n yen one, but then me n jiun unable look for yen after go down to the water, coz we dunno how to swim ma, knot control our movement oso. Then, we are consider lucky becos got one guider became our "pelampung". haha..... He bring us to snorkeling, so we no need to swim de... keke.... Besides that, he oso show us the coral and bring us go down to touch the coral - a new experience to me n it is quite nice de.... He did catch up the sea cucumber and nemo to show us de.

After snorkeling, it's our leisure and pleasure time..... Had a walk at the beach and play-play water. Let's have a look for the pics!!!!!

new member from Shanghai, took the same boat with us.

She is part-time model and 21 years old nia.

ken sheng is relaxing de......

mun yee n me, in front of the volleyball's net

angeline, ernest n yen - enjoy eating Lays

angeline n mun yee

playing water de......

wow~~~ nice view n nice posing

Then, on that night, we sing k at their karaoke room. Not one room one room one la, but is a place got projector and skrin, tables and chairs and 2 mics to pass around. Although have to wait quite long for our turn, but it is quite funny and happy to sing at such environment oso, coz nvr try before ma......

Then, the second day..... We love so much to snorkeling after the first day. So, we decided to have 2 slot of snokerling today. Morning went to Marine Park. Marine Park got more species of fishes than the place yesterday. So, same thing for us, the "pelampung" bought us to see nice things and went somewhere far away from the crowned ppl. Haha.... We no need to swim oso.....

angeline feeding the fishes

yen n me

ernest so professional feeding the fishes

group pic????

Afternoon snorkeling oso the same thing, just different place nia. Then hor, the resort suddenly so packed aledi de..... I think is becoz of school holiday n weekend de..... This time snorkeling got a bit different la, i want to try swim back to the boat myself (usually is the "pelampung" bring us go back one ma). Then hor, i only realize that it's reli tired n difficult to swim back de. Swim a lot aledi, but seems like still maintain at the same place... swt ma..... Finally hor, tarik by ken sheng n other "pelampung" de. No enegry to swim anymore...... haha......

Went to More More Tea Inn after snorkeling de, just have to walk few minutes from our resort. I think must go to there one if u come to redang. Went there to take pics and buy souvenirs. The most cham thing in redang is the afternoon of second day raining heavy, we have to wait for the rain to stop, then only can walk back to our resort. But, we din wait until the rain stop, we choose to walk fast fast when the rain not that heavy aledi, in order to reach our resort in the shortest time. Did same thing for that night too, SING K. Too love to sing k aledi...... n went to dance a bit. Haha......

ken sheng n me

Laguna Resort - here got more mat salleh de

More More Tea Inn

3 funny "guys"

More More Tea Inn - Upstair

With little cute gal - Eva from England

haha..... this is the "pelampung"

Watch sunrise the next morning...... Then went back to jetty at 10am something. Very rush, don't have time to take some sands back from redang oso. Sad sad....

before sunrise

after sunrise

jiun n me

TVXQ - Bring them to redang too, after Port Dickson!!!!

our resort - Redang Bay

cheers for the trip!!!

Redang Bay

boat ticket to jetty

I'm sure i'll go to redang once again after this. This trip is so packed and enjoyable. Redang is so nice and beautiful de. Got think want to work at there too, but i dunno how to swim. Hope will go to Redang again next year with my gang. Hopefully......

-blueberry of the post-

-It's time to give urself a break if you do not have a holiday since many many months liao-